please someone help me find this song. I've been searching it 20yrs now. it was on a mixtape from new York. thank you so much... "please pick up the phone. give me a chance to speak. I haven't had a drop of sleep since u left me last week. I know that I was bad. hurt u and made u sad. tell me what am I supposed to do. how can I go on living wihout u. your memory lingers in my mind. your memory..."